so i have decided i need to do this because the stress has become to much. i cant really move my are and it sux. i dont even know whats really wrong. omg it sux. im scared for my friend. she is going back to a place i thought she had left and that is stressing me out and i am worried about the car i cant even type it out. i am just going to talk to greg and mike and go to bed

the many moods of mac: bitchy

so i was feeling pretty crappy today and i was going to post about how i kinda want to just be in bed and then i relized i have it pretty good compared to my tryops. they live in a halfgal bata bowl and only have a 3 month max life expecticly. they are litterly at midlife right now. they should be out buyng sports cars and dating other tryops hafe their age, but they just swim around, upsidedown most of the time, in their lil bowl happier than a fucking lark. i wonder if they relize that their life will be over in a short month and a half about. they are so fun to watch though. i think i may morn then when they do die. if i could tell them apart i would name them but all 4 of them look exactly the same. lol. so i call them my alian army. its just fun to say!

oh and becky is still stupid. and she doesn listen, but its not my problem. lol. lunch is almost over. peace
love

OH OH and candice i called him because he wouldnt text me all i wanted to know and we talked for like almost 2 hrs. lol.

Current Location: my desk
the many moods of mac: cranky
Whats playen: Panic Channal "Why Cry"

I love Tom. I think he is crazy, but if you think about it most of the ppl i love are so there you go. This baby. omg looks just like him...

you go vanity fair. i hope you paid them well not that tom has mangaed to piss the world off

the many moods of mac: amused

So this is going to be a criptic rant. mostly for me even though i wont remember what it is about in a couple weeks anyway.

< Rant >

So i feel better icky today. i feel good but icky. slept to late stayed up to late. i really

totaly lied i dont have a rant. i thought i did but it left me. hm. i love when that happens. i want to go to the movies. none of my friends have money right now....sux.

if yall are in LR the new starbucks over on markham is open and they are SUPER DUPER nice in there. they are not realy bussy right now since ppl dont really know they are open. me and Nay went to the super secret pre opening thursday night and then Ginger and I went lastnight. they are pretty cool.

what a usless post. i almost dont even want to hit post. but im gana because i have typed this lol bit out and i dont want it to go to wast. i think i am going to go play neopets. heh
love

Current Location: nays room
the many moods of mac: devious
Whats playen: "Animal i have become" 3 days grace

That is the best PA.....ever

the many moods of mac: amused

< Rant >

Ok so i have to be at the airport tomorrow earlier than i though. fucking bombers. AND i cant have my lotion or my germx. Fucking bombers. and i am pretty pissed off about it. really ppl. why did you have to do it TODAY when i am leaving TOMORROW?!? was it really nessisary to pull that shit on a wen? i mean im glad they didnt do it tonight. because omg i would have to skip a whole days work just to get into the airport. a oneway with no bags. yeah they are so going to search me tomorrow. sux to because i havent ever been search before. not really sure what all they do. all i am going to have is my purse(minus lotion and germx) and my other nicknacks back with book for long wait in Dallas and CD player and a notebook so i can bitch about how long it is talking. kcriptic of corse. lol. so im not worried, but man. this is like the worst timing ever. ok well ill live. im just pissed off. and to top it off the animals i am house sitting keep getting out. wtf. OH OH and it is supost to RAIN in SF the whole time we are there. i must of done something way wrong. or maybe its a preimtive punishment. lol. thats probly it. who knows. ok ok im done. i feel a little better.
< /rant >

Nay if you read this dont let me forget the camo pants. i really want to take them even if i dont wear them saturday i will wear them sunday on the ride home. thanks

and i had somthing else but i cant remember what it was and i have to start working.
love

Tags: fucking bombers
the many moods of mac: Fucking pissed

so i want to go out and get school suplies. not cool at all. i think i will go get some pens and a notebook tomorrow. just to make myself feel better. need somthing to plan Gingers bday with....right?
love

oh oh and i love how amused mike looks man. it cracks me up every time!

Tags: school stuff
the many moods of mac: amused
Whats playen: 3 days grace

i am posting alot, but thats because i have been setting myself alone alot. i have been doing it on purpus i think. i dont really care. i havnt been by myself whole long spurts in a while.

so i was reading somthing i had posted in somone elses lj and i relized i sy some funny stuff sometimes. like this
"2) a monkey on crack would know who you are talking about." - a monkey on crack? where did that come from. and i was talking to renee and i hold her she needed a partner to fight crime not a sidekick.. there were no super heros in what we were talking about. it was just funny and applied to what we ment. you know?

i dont know where these things come from, but i am glad they come. i would hate to be a complete moron. you know. im all tence again. bah i hate that. i want to RELAXE a little. i cant though. ppl pissen me off all the time. lol

i will live. maybe ill find more fun vidios on myspace. lol. *does a jig to Ulitmate showdown*

i love ppl who hate. it makes me love my friends and family more. the unconditional love i crave comes from them. they dont leave like ppl who put on a front and guys who tend to fly by. i think i am going to go watch tv or somthing.
love

(im using my *died* icon again....because i love him

Tags: weirdisms
Current Location: nays room
the many moods of mac: dorky
Whats playen: LALALA

i wanted to use my icon. i brought him back, but horton died this week and well yeah i lost a level and i no longer have poison immuity:( poor monk. he is defantly hitting the bottle again. heh loved him...love him

Tags: geek
the many moods of mac: annoyed
Whats playen: watchen doom

< rant >

I am pissed off and i have 4 mins to type out how mad i am. i am so mad that my face is infact hot to the touch. not cool right? well i also dont know how i am going to handle this. is itsnt going to work in its currnt state i know that. i need to calm down. i said fuck really loud at work...i cant be doing stit like that so i am trying my damnest to get it all out on here. fuckshitdamnbitchbastardfuckheadwhiny lil bitch. i feel a little better but not really. well its down to 3 mins and i want to chek my email.
love i guess.

Tags: die now
the many moods of mac: pissed off

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Your first name:
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Tags: i rule
the many moods of mac: drained

so im in a bad mood. i think its just a time where i feel like everything isnt going like i would like it to. i know that noone has it the way they want, but today it is really bugging me how off and out of contol i feel. friday i had that skin crawling thing. where i felt like if i hadnt had skin i would have just gone all over the place. like it was the only thing that was keeping me together. this all sounds silly and stupid but if you know me that makes since.

i am sitting here watching when harry met sally and i love this movie but its making me sad. i want a fucking harry. why cant i have my own harry? i mean really is it that hard? i guess it is though. i still love this movie and dont hold it aganst the movie that it is making me sad. i dont want to go to work tomorrow. im so tired.

we are supost to see clerks tonight but i am not holding high hopes for it. there is no time no nothing put together so it wont happen. i want to see it though. i dont know who i will end up seeing it with or when though. i <3 you kevin smith!

"I have been doing a lot of thinking and well the thing is I love you."
"How do you want me to respont to this?"
"How bout 'I love you too"
"How about im leaving"

"...It doesnt work this way"
"well how does it work?"
"I dont know but not this way."
"How bout this way. I love that you get cold when its 71* out. i love how it takes you an hr and a half to order a sandwich. I love how you get a little crinkle above your nose when youre looking at me like Im nuts. I love that after spending a day with you i can smell your pufume on my clothes and i love that you are the last person i want to talk to before i go to sleep at night. And its not because im lonly and its not because its New years eve.(And this is my fave line ever!) I came here tonight because when you relize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as posible."
(Pause)"You see. That is just like you Harry. You say things like that and it makes it imposible to hate you. And i hate you Harry. I hate you." and they kiss and then talk about about that song that you sing on New years. man i love this movie.



heh. well i think i am going to go get my book and read. im just blah. i said that though. lol.

You scored as Emma Frost. Emma Frost is a former enemy of the X-Men but has joined them. She finds certain rules about not reading minds without permission to confining, and she still retains a bit of a bad-girl side. Some x-men are not certain of her alligence, and for good reason. Powers: Telepathy, Can turn her skin into Diamond, Psychic persuasion </td> Emma Frost 70% Colossus 65% Jean Grey 65% Rogue 60% Storm 55% Cyclops 55% Iceman 50% Nightcrawler 50% Gambit 45% Wolverine 45% Beast 30% Most Comprehensive X-Men Personality Quiz 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com

love

Current Location: on my bed
the many moods of mac: cranky
Whats playen: Harry C Jr

ok so we were so talking about him like 2 days ago and who do i see on MSN? its bill! haha thats awesome. i think i will google more movies. love

the many moods of mac: bouncy

ok so i am going to put this on my info page in a while but man i wanted to share it here first!

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ok well fuck is wont work, but here is a link.. heh

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=640482583&n=2

ok so i was looken at my friends page and mike had this



haha ok so you start with like 50 hp and then you find stuff*\(like i did) and then you attact. i actuly killed somon wo had like 32 gp and that was cool, but DONT pray to the fucking alters....they shoot lighting and KILL your ass. its really sad. i played it twice because i died really fast on the first time and that was just totaly unexeptible. i think this game totaly shows that i am in no way a tank player at all.

< */GEEK PLUG >

So this is going to be a great weekend. Why? Because i am going to BB to get Mission Hill and i am v excited about it. i still have to grade my quizers stuff though, but i am totaly doing that after Mission Hill. heh. so sad really. i also have to get my puppet stuff done for VBS or i am going to be in BIG trouble. ill get it done though thats no big deal.

I got eaten up by bugs @ my aunt Doodles(that is my papa's sister) so i guess my great aunt? and she is BTW a great aunt. i found 3 seaticks on me and one big tick and like a couple of small reg sizeish ticks, but i got into something because i have bites ALLL lover my legs. they ich like a mo fucker man. i just wake up iching. PPL look at me funny while i sit there and scrach my legs.

nuff of this. im waitng on nay to get done. i have to take some keys back i got from HD and nay has to go to WM and then ima go see josh and get my MH!

OotS hasnt upated in a while. im getting sadish about it. im in a really chatty mood and i cant talk to anyone thats why i am talking typing so much. *stops to scrach* but whatever.

nay doesnt like roger apperntly. but thats ok. she doesnt have to stay on with him for a while.

*note to self i need to get somthing when we head back to the house.*

I have been thinking i need to come back tpo the real world. most of the time in the last few months i have been living in my head. its a fun place to be but its tends to be very unproductive.

well i think we are about to leave so peace out

love

Current Location: Th basment of the Russles house
the many moods of mac: cheerful

Ok so instead of alaborating im just going to do 2 friday 5's because i havnt in like a year

2 in 1 friday five

Name your favorite...

1. Candy:snickers

2. Cookie: chewy chips ahoy

3. Donut: holes

4. Cold drink: Dr Pepper

5. Hot beverage: hot chocolate


1) What is your current favorite TV show? Mission Hill

2) What is your favorite TV show of all time? Boy Meets World

3) What channel does your tv stay on mostly? depends on what reality show is runny at the time

4) What tv show do you wish they would stop making? CSI Miami

5) What tv show do you wish they would start making again? Greg the bunny

the many moods of mac: cranky

im just in a bad mood so you prob shouldnt read this. its just another bitchfest about my car and stuff.
< /warning >


i was coming home from church today and my car started making this horible noise. so i look and it is getting REALLY hot. i freak out and pull into this person on henki roads driveway. where it still sits. i hope they dont like towe it or somthing. whatever. you know? bah. im done. i get get down.
love

the many moods of mac: angry

wow im in a really pissy mood today. i just want to kill somone. i even have somone in mind. good think im not to vilant right? lol. well i have to get back to doing work things.
love

the many moods of mac: melancholy

i dont know how long ago i used that but it was interesting to me so i went ahead and used it because i think it is very true. most things in life just end of a memory that you may think of every once in a while. a good movie a fun night with friends. even people can become this passing memory, then there are these things you want to pass that just seem to stick. but whatever. it happens.

there was a reason for this post. i havnt posted in a really long time. and you know i dont have much to talk about. i have become a working class. i have an 8-430 job. monday-friday. i may have become a little boring with my job. i dont think i am that great at it either. i keep messing up. that makes me look bad. i hate that. but i have great friends. Ginger and Renee. Jodi Ryk Amber Kim Alissa. i love um all. dont really know what i would do without them. And i have my boys i guess.

i want to just get rested. it wont happen though. i sometimes wonder if i am outgrowing life at times. like i have outgrown my box but i dont really know where to go for a bigger box. or if i even want to get a bigger box. im a little bored with life.


ill go on, living. just life. it will get going soon enough.
love

Current Location: on my bed
the many moods of mac: indifferent
Whats playen: Girl, Interupted

	Mac Pills: Will cause involuntary commitment to a mental institution
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damn ran out of time ill finish this later
love

awesome!

You scored as Storm. Storm is the seconday team leader of the X-Men. She has a peaceful personality but must be careful since her emotions control her powers. She loves gardening and is afaid of tight spaces. Powers: Control of the Weather </td> Storm 65% Emma Frost 65% Colossus 65% Nightcrawler 55% Jean Grey 55% Rogue 50% Cyclops 50% Iceman 45% Wolverine 40% Beast 40% Gambit 35% Most Comprehensive X-Men Personality Quiz 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com

i am a bad person. i feel bad today for something i was lauging at yesterday. i have to call my mom today when i get off. its kinda brandons fault i see how wrong it is.

oh and i also playedddr to much lastnight now i hurt really bad. lol
love

i want to just go to sleep and wake up when i feel better. i am a big kid most of the time anyway, but when i am sick i am a lil kid. i want to be held and i want to be left alone all at the same time, i want to be home in bed and out anywhere else all at the same time. i normaly get to leave if i want to, but my car is sick so i cant and i wanted to go to the mall and spend my bday money but i cant. i hate being trapped, and i feel trapped, thats why i dont get better faster. i had a point for this post. i had a whole things about not staying in bed when i am sick and how i use to threaten ppl to take me with them or i wouldnt sleep or somthing stupid like that. the thing is when i am sick i will follow threw with them. i hate being like this i still want to leave the house knowing full well i should stay in bed...

over half way done with season 4 of charmed!! woot. thats all i have done today was sleep watch charmed and trying to sneak out and helping dad with my car. thats my day...


bah, love

Tags: sick
the many moods of mac: bitchy

look what my crackheaded cuz is doing!!! OMFG!!! thats all i have to say.


http://boneblade.com/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=76

warning....she is eating bugs.....

Ok so i have been hearing about it on like corey and jay and stuff so i thought i would go ahead and look it up. The guy who plays chef on southpark has desided to be no more. He said he "can no longer stomach its take on religion" LMAO where has he been the lost 9 years? thats their 2nd fav thing to make fun of. it goes minorities religion lesser minories lesser religions and then EVERYONE ElSE!!!! hello? hes just pissy because they FINALY got around to making fun of scientoligy and he is like "wahhhh thats what i believe. boo" lol. ok he didnt really say that but it would have been funny.

Here is the link if anyone wants to read what i found.
http://www.heraldsun.news.com.au/common/story_page/0,5478,18459391%255E1702,00.html

http://news.google.com/news?q='Chef'+quits+South+Park&hl=en&lr=&sa=N&tab=nn&oi=newsr

http://www.mtv.co.uk/mtvuk/news/article.jhtml?articleId=55132788
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the many moods of mac: curious

So yesterday was my birthday!! Dan and his friend Neles(i dont know if thats how its spelled but it has an 's' at the end. lol and mom came home. it was great. the coolest thing i got was nay got my cuz who is in New Zeland to call me at my party that a couple friends threw for me, i cried like a baby! i also got pics of kim. it was great. i also got a mersadies from ryk (thanx ryk!) and my mom and dad got me elizabeth town and a silver tink neckless and earings and a lilo and stitch sal and peper shaker! they were way cool. my grandma and papa gave me a tink cookie jar. i swear this thing was hand paited. its beautiful! and my aunt pheebes game me money and 8 boxes of cadberry egges. OMG!! they are awesome and as soon as easteris here i am eaten those bitches. lol. well its 8 i have to start working
love

the many moods of mac: sick

what a weird dream. lastnight i dreamed i ate a chocolate chip cookie....no lie thats what i did, and i snuck it in my dream. i woke up feeling guilty. lol. ok well i have to get to work its almost 8.
love

the many moods of mac: amused

so i ganked this. looks cool. i thought it would be interesting to see what ppl think of me. why not. i am hopping i am my own worst enemy you know? anyway click away!! http://kevan.org/nohari?name=thequeenmac

the many moods of mac: bored

Katie called it Balintines day and its way cuter so thats what it will be from now on! lol. i found out some things about some ppl this weekend. it was quite inlightening.....im pretty pissed, but whatever. right? i have to get back to work. i am so making a real post on here tonight. nay needs to remind me. lol. she wont read this ill remind myself somehow.
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